Dissolution of limits and proven; modesty; discipline – devotion; renunciation – serving; work addiction; setting limits to any addiction – withdrawal; insecurity; rejection of everything supersensible – being cut off from inspiration; fear of not being able to control something; unnameable fears; not perceiving the spirit behind everything, but remaining trapped in exclusively material experience; Refusal to give in and give in for fear of then being the stupid one; but possibly also unable to define one’s limits; opening up to spiritual experiences only in old age, if at all; the hermit; the work of mourning; the process of reconciliation that would be necessary; being forced into reality; giving form to one’s dreams and fantasies; freezing rain; fog; the fall of the Berlin Wall; communism; the monastery; the old people’s home; fears and phobias;